Meetings and feedback

Had some private feedback to my recent postings from DavidB for which I'm grateful - he talks a lot of sense, I just don't like hearing it sometimes. He describes my relationship with Alan as 'toxic' which is a new description but probably true. I've staggered through the past 2 or 3 days being very busy at work, then going home to Alan trying hard to be as nice as possible, and me trying to cope with that but really I don't like it. I'm trying to persuade Alan to go to his parents for a few days - I need some time at home on my own to know what that feels like and to see what it's like not having him around.

I did get my arse to a meeting last night - shock horror!